I take a very dim view of the way things are working out and of how I'm being treated right now. And what pisses me off is that it only makes it worse to be confrontational with anyone who thinks they're an authority figure, or have special privileges with me, or who are stressed out, or whatever. It pisses me off that I'm going to just sit here and take it, and leave their self-improvement up to them.

Not that it should be up to anyone else, but it's still a significantly slower process. And in the meantime I get snapped at, shit on, pushed, pulled, lectured, and restricted from living my life.

So figure it out, people. Not just in terms of you-me, but in terms of you: figure out what you do that's bad for the people that you care about or who care about you and resolve it, because noone's going to try to stick with you if you don't. They might do it anyway, but they won't try and that's what matters.