Heartbreak all around.

There are a few things in this world that are the worst things. Not because they actually are, but because they're happening to the ones you love.

It's chilling, almost. Like watching a raging fire suddenly stop. Not go out, but watching the flames slow and cool and harden and dull...it's horrible. The death of a sun.

Ben says to apply to Purdue. Ben: Not only will I apply, I will be accepted. Just because.

The cd has run through it's tracks; the computer has lost its luster for me, when the rest of the world doesn't post at the rate I argue.

ANd I got rid of all my porn. DAMNIT.

What else is there to do but swim and read?

And so I am off to swim the pages, and read the waters.

Much rest to those I love, and to those I don't...

































...who the fuck are you and why are you reading my blog? Sheesh.