aftermath

So, Red, how did you like that? It was, I think, a tad dramatic...but I have a flair for drama, so you're gonna have to deal...not that that's hard for you or anything.

I...I think that things are going well. Maybe not as well as was indicated by last night's post, but not badly. Nothing's wrong, but I'm just sobered by the fact that I still have a ways to go before...nirvana, I guess.

It is only second hour. Blerzjgh.

I should be finding someone with a chemistry book and doing it...I'll prolly just grab Noah's sometime. It's good to be doing so well in school. I think that that's my only real stress right this moment. I have faith that things'll work out in other areas...but I have to work to make school good.

Swimming starts in two weeks. Bllllrrrarrrrgghghjghggdzhzhhghhhj.

I've lost 11 pounds in 4 weeks. This is a good thing. Except now I'm not eating anything and am cold all the time. All the time. All the goddamn time. All over the goddamn fucking cold as frigid ice cold hell time. Brr.

I didn't get to see Sierra today...yet. Bleargh.

So, last night Jenny and I had a good talk and decided a couple of things. It's good to really know your friends, instead of just hanging out with them. It makes them more your friend. Aquaintances suck, friends are r0x0r!

Oh, and by the way Red, that was the ONLY element of our correspondence that I could not bring myself to delete. I'm glad you feel the way you do. Invigorating, that.

"Someday you will find me
caught beneath the landslide
in a champaigne supernover in the sky

...

Cause you and I
will never die
the world's still spinning 'round
we don't know why
why
why
why
why"