these times they flow like starlight into the clouds...

...and all too quickly, at that. Things are going too quickly, academically, and not enough is passing personally. This is the frustrating part of life when you know what to do but you have to wait for the right time. There needs to be these big chunks of time that require little effort, where other people can figger and lie down and breath, so I can jump them at the right time.

:)

Because my figgering is going very quickly. Not all at once, but in finnicky leaps and bounds. Things are happening and crashing around in my head and falling into a swirl of...

...something? Peace, I guess. I'm more at peace, now, in some ways, and less at peace in others.

"I felt that
faint trace of thunder"

The hard part is getting other people to feel it.

And it's nice, getting to know yourself. You get to know other people, sort of. Up until you know where you stand, you never really anticipate anything other people do, because it's all dependent on your own actions or words, and you don't know them what they'll be.

Existential Evan to the rescue...