the Elemental Me

I'm kind of a recluse, and I've started to realize the need to be more public so I don't start losing my friends during High School and the turmoil following...so here I am.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

I've been spending my days wastefully.

That's acceptable, though. I guess I've given up reasonable hope of passing French, so I don't feel the need to exhaustively study the material...I probably will, tomorrow, or just get freaked out and read everything and do all the work a couple days before the final, but right now I'm ok with not getting the credit.

I've been staying up really late watching movies or talking or kinda half-assing my homework (not the actual work, but applying myself to it and focusing). It's actually quite a relaxing way to go about it, but it catches up to you at the end of the week (I went to my first class, and then went home and slept through my three others today).

And I've been spending noticeably less time at my computer. Maybe it's the work, maybe it's the end-of-the-semester attitude, maybe it's feeling disgruntled about members of my buddy list or not having the energy to be random and entertaining with the others. It's odd; the people I end up talking to when I decide not to send messages, just recieve. Not odd, but clarifying.

Also, I really like brushing my teeth at night, at like 2 am on the weekend when you know you're going to be up for a few more hours. It's just when your mouth starts to feel skunky, and just when you start being physically close to people that it makes sense to do that sort of thing.

Apparently I'm good at vigorous back-rubs. Good to know.

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