Thoughts

So here I am, on a Sunday Morning. I should be leaving for church in five minutes, but instead...instead I have to think about things.

There are a thousand outcomes
a million.
And not one of them the one
that I wish for.
Or maybe one is
but won't show me the end until I've walked
the paths
that span the stars.
Through my life
past planets
and into heaven
or other places.
One has to walk the path to get
where you're going.
and there might be songs that say otherwise
and there are songs that say the path leads
to places you cannot foresee
cannot have wished for.
So maybe after all is said and done
And all the sorrow is spent
and all the shame is blotted out
maybe she'll be there for me
and I for her

or maybe not.
But I have to walk the path.
We all have to walk the path.

To see the stars
you have to walk at night.

My poetry's really poor, but you get the idea. Thoughts. Things that normally don't get thinked.