I need to get it out.

I wrote a huge, long composition about how...well, I basically said that I was sorry for being...

Evasive
Argumentative
Selfish
Slow
Indecisive
Listless
Sad

...and some other things that don't mean anything out of context. I have been taking things (S-you were right) way too seriously, and I just wrote everything down, regardless of propriety. It was probably a good thing, then, that the internet disconnected and fucked up everything when I tried to publish it.

Don't be stupid, if you were thinking about it, and tell me that I don't need to be sorry about these things because I do. If there's anything I can do for any one of my friends you need only ask.

That isn't a blank offer, either. I'm serious.