the Elemental Me

I'm kind of a recluse, and I've started to realize the need to be more public so I don't start losing my friends during High School and the turmoil following...so here I am.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

No one'll ever notice if I keep my mouth shut tight, tight, tight.

I would really like to be able to take Spring Break early. This week is going to be hell, and I'm already starting to burn out.

First weekend I've gone out drinking two nights in a row. Um...good thing I hardly had anything. Everyone else was really gone, or really sick, or likely both. But I tend to sleep better after two or three drinks, and Mike's and Pepperming Schnapps are both heavenly, so it was worth doing even if I left all my huge load of homework till today.

Such is life.

People, as good as they are, are shitheads. I'm not saying that's such a horrible thing, and it's not meant to be insulting because I'm sure I certainly am, but it's true. There is too much crap going on; I just want out.

Too much crap has gone on; I just want out.

The more I enjoy my friends the more I appreciate being alone.

2 Comments:

At 10:58 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you for your kindness. It is something I have been toying with in my mind for a while so it wasn't unexpected. But that doesn't take away the sting. He is the most amazing person I've ever dated, but I need to get together. My studies are suffering, my music is suffering, I'm suffering. It isn't fair to him to have to deal with someone of constant stress.
I wish you good luck on your homework! I am in the middle of a huge paper! Wow will it be heaven to finish it!
larken8604

 
At 9:47 AM, Blogger evan said...

Yep.

 

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